My World

When you want to beat someone’s face in, remember, no one is 100% good, and no one is 100% evil.

You gotta hold on to that. Or you’ll hate everyone.

Every time I speak with you, you’re either drunk, high, rolling, or popping pills. You’re not the person I used to have fun with all the time. You’re not my go to guy anymore. You say you miss me but I just can’t find it inside myself to say it back. Because I don’t miss you. You’re not you anymore. I don’t miss this new person.

I will write about the following, anonymous or not leave one in my ask box

Dear person I hate,

Dear person I like,

Dear ex bestfriend,

Dear bestfriend,

Dear *anyone*,

Dear Santa,

Dear mom,

Dear dad,

Dear future me,

Dear past me,

Dear person I’m jealous of,

Dear person I had a crush on,

Whenever you tell someone after a long period of time: “Hey, I need you in my life. I really care about you. I need you.” And then they say “I need you too. I’m glad we’re friends”
And everything is awesome for the time being.

But careful when saying those words, cause I swear the second you say them, within weeks that friendship will be tainted in some way. 

Is it just me or does it feel like every girl in our graduation class is having a freaking baby?

Babies everywhere!

Soooo many babies.

My dads friend who lives NOWHERE NEAR US just knocked on our door and asked my dad for some hot chocolate.

You know there’s like seven stores between your house and ours. I bet they have some hot chocolate.

So I was on YouTube and I was trying to find this song called “Good Kisser” so I typed that in the search and when I hit enter there were like HUNDREDS of videos of random people teaching viewers how to kiss.

WHAT THE HECK?!

I have a tip for ya, GO KISS SOMEONE AND FIGURE IT OUT YOURSELF. It’s much more fun.

You are BREAKING one of the most precious beings this world has to offer. You’re BREAKING her. 

Do you understand that Numb Nuts and Skankzilla? Do you feel empowered by breaking down bit by bit every beautiful thing that girl stands for and turning it into chaos?

And yet…even though you’ve been slowly, tortorously breaking her down piece by piece you aren’t even ONE HUNDREDTH of what she is. 

How frustrating and agonizing that must be…no matter how hard you try to break her she still ends up so much better than you. 

You deserve to rot.

Are magical. 

Here’s a list of a select few that I’ve enjoyed that you might also like.

• Starcrossed- (totally cool romantic/mysterious/ book that incorporates some greek mythology, sounds lame but I promise it’s a page turner!) Not hard to follow, very interesting.
• The Hunger Games trilogy- (this will take you on a rollercoaster! It’s a completely different view of the world! This is a MUST read)
• Twilight- (romantic and sappy. if you’re a hopeless sappy romantic, read this book.) 
• The Host- (very cool concept of “souls” it will take you on a journey!)
• 13 Reasons Why- (Interesting book about a girl who committed suicide and submitted tapes to the people who pushed her over the edge. If you’re super sensitive, don’t read this book.)
• The Giver- (Another interesting outlook on the world, very good book.) It’s been a while so I’m not all familiar but I know I loved it. I need to read it again.

I’m currently reading a book right now called Afterlife. But I’m looking for something to read when I’m done with this one. If you guys have any books not listed on here that you think I might enjoy or that you really enjoyed please let me know! 

I fail to understand the relationship option on Facebook entitled: “It’s Complicated” Every relationship has it’s complications. So every time there’s a disagreement or fight we can let everybody know about it by changing it to “it’s complicated” then right back when we’ve made up? Or it could possibly mean “I like him/her but they don’t like me back” or perhaps “we’re confused about each other” There’s a plethora of possibilities as to what this could mean.

Either way, I fail to see the sense in the “it’s complicated” option. I don’t dislike it I just think it’s unnecessary and confusing. 

I am just so fortunate. I have so many blessings. I was born ino a fortunate family. I have a dad that loves me and wants to do things with me. I have an understanding mother who makes sure I know that I am loved. I have a sister who supports me in anything I do. I’m going to college and getting an education. I was blessed with a friendly personality that enables me to make friends. Such friends have gotten me through my trials and tribulations that when I sit and think about it, are really not so terrible because I have all of these wonderful blessings! I’ve gone on vacations and traveled. I’ve done so many things! I have so much to offer and my life has but only begun. My life is filled with such happiness I just feel the need to kick myslef for ever complaining about such insignificant worldly things that seem to matter but really don’t. I’m just so grateful for the life I was given. I am one lucky girl.